0330 am: out of control

 0330 am: out of control

[   ] want so much and [  ] are just doing [   ] best

and [   ] see things there that no one else does and

[   ] keep tripping and banging into walls of worth-

less conversation but [   ] keep going because [   ]

know its worth it and people say that the journey

matters but of course the destination does too or

what is the point if [   ] are too real for anyone to

comprehend and too passionate to the point of

self indulgent excess and all of life is focused on

a single point that is out of control.

[   ] really just want to kiss [    ].

JANEisnotplain 10.30.09  0349am

0330 am : alone

0330 am : alone


this is what it is like to be alone.
squinting fingers hang on new edges
emptiness glances up at me like old times
nothings whisper over fallen shoulders
i feel liberated and possible.

JANEisnotplain 10.27.09 0342am